2. VIKRAM SHEKHAWAT

Wed, 19 Mar 2025 06:04:03 +0000

I woke up with the sound of alarm but I didn't set lastnight as I remember what's the time it was 5am ooh Shatakshi maybe she did and she is not around as she slept in guest room last night I know because when I went downstairs to call her back into room I saw her with Rishabh he was really close to her neck I don't know why but I felt this sudden rage in me , at first I wanted to go and grab her from there I don't know why but then who am I to question her we have nothing between us its been 1 year and we still are strangers who had sex one time nothing more and less as part of ritual I remember she used to make efforts after our first night she used to sleep in the hall waiting for me for 2 months , on sundays when I was home she used to try to make small talks but I didn't give her any reaction after that I left for Amsterdam to find my ex girlfriend Isha and to avoid my so called wife I stayed there for more 6 months I was thinking to stay some more but I got news that Isha is in Udaipur so I went home and searched for her but couldn't when I reached Shatakshi and directly asked me what I want she was looking so miserable the fire she had in her eyes I cannot forget those and I fueled them by sayin the truth about me and Isha everything I even showed her Isha's photo frame and I cannot believe she never threw her picture and I remember the photo that was on her side of table of us on wedding which was there for 8 months of our marriage after that day never came in my vision and never saw that fire in her eyes even that hope that was there when I was ignoring her and her eyes are empty there is nothing in her eyes  no hope, no expectation, no wishes, that love that she showed to everyone was gone just like corpse and I don't know why I noticed these things and somehow it pains me I think its pity just pity nothing else or maybe guilt but I can't have more than that.